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Wish me luck! Today is my final in art history. Planning a knockout final essay... hrm its definetly gonna be knockout! just gotta memorize it to rewrite in class lol. Chose baroque period to write about... hrm = /.

Why is it that this world seems to be based on hatred more than love. I try, day by day, to find words to describe the things I feel, and I cannot. I cannot bring myself to say what I feel when I do. Doesn't the world feel love. Does it not? Why must my feelings be further surpressed and held back by a slight kiss, or the words I Love You. These things might make things just a bit more romantic, but a bit more aggravating. I look at the person I care for and thoughts fill my mind. Kissi...

Yup ! Cant wait, thank god it is sushi friday is the best day on my calander. But hey, who doesn't like raw fish... Well I can name a few but thats of no consequence right now. hehe. At work right now, bleh redesigning the company website... ya ya... kinda boring but w/e . doin my job and stuff. i luv doing it, thats what keeps me going. Pay isnt bad either.

My love I'll never find the words, my love To tell you how I feel, my love Mere words could not explain Precious love You held my life within your hands Created everything I am Taught me how to live again Only you Cared when I needed a friend Believed in me through thick and thin This song is for you Filled with gratitude and love God bless you You make me feel brand new For God blessed me with you You make me feel brand new I sing this song 'cause you Make me feel brand...

This song is very sentimental, has some history along with it that has to do with my life. Sad and good..Thats prolly why this song is my favorite in the entire world.

life, thin piece of string you hold, keep on holding your end, I shall hold mine, this love based on trust, trust is what love is based on- this is all we have, just like a piece of china, so easily to shatter- With gloved hands I approach, making sure to not drop it by accident, dont let go of the rope.

Its finals week, yup.. The most feared day in a persons college life lol... Or the most treasured one, since it does signal the end of the semster and a break from work for all those attending . Took my art history final today, hehe, it wasnt that good I am afraid. The 2nd half of it is in 2 weeks lol or is it 1 .... , ill look in my book later. Dont feel like taking it out right now. Gonna attend the summer semester here at school, so basically I have only a couple of days of...

Maybe the uncertainy makes me wonder too much, maybe its cuz i really have no one to turn to. I always am the type to come to question things that make me wonder. And I come to question one thing, Love- How true does it come to be? Being deeply in love sometimes can blind your senses, and I wonder if it has blinded mines. Maybe this leash on me has finally reached its length, but one has to sit and wonder. Wonder why this person hardly gets phone calls, but makes them all. I know i may be a h...

Another turning point a fork stuck in the road Time grabs you by the wrist directs you where to go, So make the best of this test and don't ask why, It's not a question but a lesson learned in time, (chorus) It's something unpredictable but in the end it's right i hope you had the time of your life. So take the photographs and still frames in your mind Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time, Tattoos and memories of skin on trial For what it's worth, it was w...

I wanted to do something today but I cant, cuz no one wants to. The person I wanted to do something with insisted to stay home and do work... I told them i would be done early with it..called them up later to see if they wanted to do something and they already were out . Sigh, oh well, just sitting home i guess 2day. raining out. man that doesnt make it any better now does it.

The equivocal meaning life is very discreet, unclear, and makes it unsure. Even through the events that create the two emotions, happiness, and sadness; we still sit with no answers. There is always an answer to each question in our life, we all know this. But what if the answer to the question is null? What if the meaning of life is to end with no answer, maybe which is the answer? No solution has truly an easy process to it, just the time to recall it becomes easier. We must figure out ...

Doing studying right now, but im extremely stressed for some reason. Dont know why. Just am.... Need to find a way to relieve myself and dont know how.. O well, we all go through some things like this. Just need to figure it out. So just gonna... Looking for a job in web design.. searching. part time is hard lol. but im looking.

Today's the Macy's Day Parade the night of the living dead is on its way with a credit report for duty call it's a lifetime guarantee stuffed in a coffin 10% more free Red light special at the mausoleum Give me something that I need satisfaction guaranteed to you what's the consolation prize? economy sized dreams of hope when I was a kid I thought I wanted all the things that I haven't got oh. I learned the hardest way Then I realized what it took To tell the difference ...

Well the night started all like a slow friday, but soon kicked into high gear. We had the whole crew there tonight, most. we hung out and talked before, and hit the sushi bar at around 9:30. the usual of course, corny jokes, corny friends, and really stupid ones!!! u know who u r! *grits, who the heck bites ppl! seriously? hadda pick matt up from work , he hasnt slept for more than 30 hours! so that was pretty interesting, very interesting lol! well matt wasnt in a partying mood, and i...